09.08.2004 -
Ugh- I'm such a pussy. I'm having this internal debate with my internal homophibia. Ironic, I know. But anyways, I'm going to try and just address it and go on with what I know I should and want to do. Who cares what I am anyways?
I'm having a bit of trouble at work. There are these ladies/girls that are on the bitchy side to me. One doesn't acknowledge me. Unless you consider whispering to other people in a meeting. I don't. Then there are people that don't even attend my meetings and hijack them to have their own. It's a big, challenging project and I know that no one likes the project manager that always wants to see if we're on track and go over status. But that's their reality and I wish they'd just get over it. I wonder if there's anything they wish I'd get over. I'm sure there is and wish I knew what it was.
