10.02.2005 - 12:45
I was about to say things were better. But they're not. Sundays suck and football is on now and I hate it. I feel like I'm dating my father- with the football on, being late to things... whatever.
I'm still not loving myself and know I need to change things but don't know how to change them. I know we need a vacation so we're planning that. After that, some more space would be good. A one bedroom doesn't work. I talked to a friend that's been in a 15 year relationship and he says that having a big house helps. I'm sure it would.
