10.17.2005 -
I'm scared for our future.
I visited my family over the weekend and hung out quite a bit with my niece and nephew. Not as much as my brother did. He's patient with him- he'll make a good father. But me, I can't handle it if they're bitchy or whiny. They were both this weekend. I couldn't do anything right and I'd rather hang with my mom than deal with them when they're in their moods. One couldn't stop throwing things at people- aiming at our heads. The other is 6 and is pretty much a pre-teen and knows waaaaaay too much about stuff she shouldn't know anything about. I love them dearly. I just love them most in smaller doses. I'm sure that will change as they grow older.
Speaking of- I'm turning 31 on Saturday and it's strange to see those two numbers lined up the way they are and to think that's me. I'm bitchy and whiny myself. When does it stop? Anyway, was supposed to do wine tasting with friends on Sunday but am finding that only a handful of people can get away so it's looking more and more unlikely... I would like to just skip these next few months. Too much pressure.
So what's a girl to do for her birthday? I'm thinking a birthday brunch for the people that are around. Quiche or omellettes, fruit salad, and champagne?
