12.02.2005 - 10:36
I've been an anxious mess lately. Not messy on the outside, just the inside but that's not saying much. Too much going on and I haven't rested, what have I been up to? I don't even know but know I need to get some me time cause it's the holidays and they make me stress enough. Add in the mess of trying to get a promotion, buying a house, and regular life and a girl with anxiety is no match for all of that.
Breathe.
So, we bought a house from this guy and the place he was supposed to move into fell through so we said, stay in one of the studios in back for a couple of months and take your time. He took the fridge and stove after escrow closed, has his shit all over the place still, and is complaining that we're not doing anything with the place but made him move out anyways. I resent that. We're in the process of getting the place painted, cleaned out, and so on and I feel like we're being productive. Who the fuck is he to think he still lives there and make judgement on what we've accomplished. Ugh. We did him a favor and it's not enough. I'm afraid that I'm going to be old and bitter at this rate. People are too much. Too much.
One of my fave blogs (Standing room only, name of a cafe in SF too) mentions Madonna not acting her age. FINALLY! Someone agrees- women over 18 don't belong in leotards. I said it when Catherine Zeta Jones was on SNL and Madonna's video is the same. Come on people. They're hot but leotards are hard to pull off- they're best left to ballerinas and teenagers.
We met a nice couple tonight. He was pushing 60 and looked like he was 45. I forget the name of his eye cream already.
