08.29.2007 - 8:37
I have crazy, can't get to the top of my breath, it's just too much, anxiety today. It hasn't been this bad in a long time. I took half a z this morning. Am considering taking another half and turning in for the night. Ugh. I have so much work to do and the computer isn't letting me connect. Woe is me.
I think I'm going to have a panic attack.
It's been a year since I've been broken up with my ex. Two of those months have been with someone new. I think 11 of her months have been with 2 someones new.
It's been 9 months since I lost my dad.
I feel guilty for not doing more around the properties. I feel disorganized, chubby, insufficient, and just gloomy. I haven't felt this way in ages.
